Welcome to Heal Yourself. Change Your Life. I’m Brandy Gillmore and what I’m most known for is helping people to create radical transformations and even demonstrating the power of the mind and self-healing under medical equipment so you can see the results and. My work has even been published in a medical journal because it’s truly incredible what we are all capable of when we understand our own minds at a deeper level.
So whether you’re new to this work or you’ve been studying the Power of the Mind for many years. I love that you are here. I love that we’re on this incredible journey together, and I look forward to sharing breakthrough information with you. That said, on this podcast, I’ll share two types of episodes.
First, self-healing episodes, where I share key insights from working with live volunteers. And the second type are where I answer questions from the audience. That said, if you’d like to volunteer or submit a question, come visit me at BrandyGillmore.com. On that note, let’s dive in.
Hello and happy, beautiful day to you. I want to add in a quick but important note to make this podcast very easy to navigate because today’s episode has a special format. Today I worked with a live volunteer, and as you probably know. There are a lot of people who are now using AI to modify information online.
For that reason, we have taken an extra step to help protect our beautiful volunteer and the integrity of this work to help keep the information from being modified. And we actually love how this turned out because it provides you with even more information. This is how it works. On today’s episode, you’ll hear an overview of the person that I worked with, and I will provide you with simple but powerful breakthrough insights that helped our volunteer begin making a radical shift.
Then at the end of this short breakthrough episode, if you are ready for a deep dive. You can click in the show notes to gain access to the actual self-healing session where I worked directly with the live volunteer. This enables us to help protect the information online from being modified while still continuing to provide you with powerful information to help bridge the gap between science and spirituality and personal empowerment because it’s truly incredible.
What you are capable of when you learn to understand your mind at a deeper level. That said, let’s dive into the simple but powerful insights that came from working with today’s volunteer. Here we go.
All right, so today I want to ask you two very important questions, and it’s this. Have you ever wondered why good people can seem to suffer from illness or problems and in some cases, more than people who you might consider not so good? So that’s one question that we’re going to talk about today.
Another one is this. If you have somebody who you really, really, really love. Who you love, who you want the best for, and that person is always feeling bad about injustices going on in the world. They’re always feeling bad or guilty. And by the way, keeping in mind that feelings of feeling bad and feeling guilty can affect your health, your life, your ability to heal.
And so imagine this person. Every time something negative in the world happens. Every time. Every time there’s an injustice, every time they hear about something like this, they feel bad. They feel triggered, they feel guilty, they feel angry. They feel upset every single time. And by the way, you want them to be healthy and happy.
How does that go? Now the reason that I’m talking about this is number one, because it happens so often, and number two, because today’s volunteer, that was the very thing that was impacting her health and her life. Now, by the way, spoiler alert, what’s beautiful is this. So she’s basically been struggling with an eye issue since she was 11, where it’s myopia, basically, she has, she could see up close, she could see clear, but anything with any distance.
She starts seal. Everything’s really blurry. Now, what was beautiful, spoiler alert, is that as she started shifting her mind from this pattern, she was able to see. And so with more clarity, she started going, oh my gosh. Like on the, on our Zoom call, she said, oh, I can see my name right, which was fantastic.
And what also happened is then we went back, like she went back into the stress and she goes, oh, okay. Everything’s blurry again. And then we went back into the positive. Her eyesight. She could see with clarity again. She’s like, I can see my name again. Now. The thing of it is, is this, is that it’s something that so many people feel is one of the things that was main, the main thing that was going on was exactly that was a part of her felt this feeling very big part of her felt guilty for injustices, for not doing something, and also a feeling of feeling upset, irate, upset if something happened.
She was upset about it. In fact, as I started working with her, we were talking about even at her office at work, there’s a gentleman who sits next to her who would bring up negative, like something happened in the news and she would get all upset about it over and over. Now I get it. Now, by the way, if you know my story, then you know that.
Part of a big thing that happened in my life with my injury and my healing and all of that was a feeling of survivor’s guilt. So I felt bad for surviving. Now, of course it doesn’t make any sense, but let’s be honest, survivor’s guilt can be very common. So I literally felt like I should die for others now.
What’s important to notice is, think about it this way. In her situation, she felt like this, that if there’s something that she sees, then she should take care of it, which why it was affecting her eyes. There was a part of her feeling responsible, like if she saw something, she should take care of it, and she felt guilty about the injustices, and that’s what she felt in her life.
Now, in my life, I felt a sense of survivor’s guilt, so I felt guilty. For surviving because I had grown up, you know, with, uh, in the Lutheran church and Catholic church, Christian Church, like the feeling of Jesus dying on the cross for the sins. It was programming that I had, you know, as a child, five years old, and also a lot of, you know, Martin Luther King Jr.
So I had a lot of different feelings about injustices and feeling so upset about them and feeling guilty for surviving. When other people didn’t. Now, this is what’s really, really tricky, is this, have you ever felt bad for not feeling bad? Like that was me. Like if I didn’t feel bad about something, then I would feel like I was a horrible person for, and feel bad for not feeling bad.
But this is the problem is it If I need to feel bad to feel good, then I feel bad anyway and, and so that to so often what happens. With illness, with hardship, with problems, is that the mind is mis wired at a deeper level. That there’s not a really a way for it to feel good at a deeper subconscious level.
And so if you think about this, you know, and the question I asked you in the very, very beginning is I said, have you ever wondered sometimes why it seems like people who are good people end up with more illness or problems, and there’s a variety of different reasons that it can happen. This right here.
Is a common one. In fact, if you ask me how many times I have seen this very topic over the last month, many times, many times in fact, like I was just actually on an interview recently where this same topic came up. It’s, it’s all around, and especially when there’s a lot going on in the world. What happens.
A lot of times people will think it’s the trauma and, and sometimes it is, but a lot of times it can also be the injustice, the anger, the upset triggers more and more of those feelings. Now, if, as I worked with our beautiful volunteer, there were a lot of things that really set this off, but in her mindset, it was like this feeling of feeling like if she saw it, she sees something, she’s responsible for it, she should take care of it, and so.
That’s why it was affecting her eyesight. Now, in some cases it might affect somebody’s back or somebody’s, uh, for my case, you know, with survivor’s guilt, I felt like I was supposed to quote unquote die for others because that was my programming. So the events around nine 11. Basically what happened with me is, you know, I was not in New York, so to be clear, I was not, but I worked in California and my shift was 5:00 AM to 2:00 PM and so I was in the office and I was on the phone with a colleague.
In the trade towers. And so basically I heard this, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. You know, it just, everything happened, you know what happened. So I don’t wanna reiterate it and put it in your minds and all of that. But basically, and then after that, I watched on the news for months and months and months and months and months.
Repeat footage over and over because at my work when I worked in telecommunications and did network engineering operations, uh, but basically there were pillar, there were televisions on the pillars everywhere. And so I was watching this, getting in my head and feeling what, feeling guilty for surviving.
So the reason that I bring this up is because so often I see people who have. These very patterns, and again, with our beautiful volunteer, what was beautiful like is that as she shifted her eyesight cleared up. And that’s powerful. She was just sh shocked and that was really, really, really beautiful. In fact, she said that she expected a lot from the session and that her mind was blown, like there was far beyond her expectations in working with her, and that’s what we did.
Now, to give you a little bit more backstory is this, is that growing up her and her sister, she, so she had had a pattern, even at age four, was a feeling of feeling like. If you see something, you need to take care of it. So that was like a pattern just around her. In life, if you see a mess in the sink, you should take care of it.
If you see this, you should take care of it. So she also had feelings of like overwhelm going on as well with seeing things. But also, one of the things that really set in was this, was that as she was growing up, when she was 11, she saw her mom abuse her dad, and so she was hiding. As she saw this, and so it was this feeling of feeling like guilty for not doing something.
In fact, when I mentioned the idea of feeling guilty for not doing something, she started to well up with tears. She had tears coming up and it was just this feeling. Now, of course, she was 11 years old. So I started kind of joking around with her and I said, of course that’s what you would recommend any 11-year-old do is jump right in.
Right? You should feel guilty. So we started shifting outta that. So she didn’t. Feel that guilt. And that’s when her eyesight also started shifting because it’s like this feeling of as she see things, that she should feel guilty and bad and take care of them. And that’s my point. And the thing that I want to emphasize today is this.
Part of the reason that healing can feel so hard is because the mind is stuck at a deeper level. Like in fact, there are a lot of people right now who feel bad for not feeling bad, or they could feel like a. Bad person if they don’t feel bad or guilty for not feeling bad. And that’s what happens with the mind at a deeper level.
In fact, think about this for a moment. A person, let’s say they’re in a car accident, they can get a car accident and they could feel on fear, right? So they feel like they need to stay on alert and they’re feeling the fear. They’re staying in high alert on fear. And then what happens is they feel like holding onto the fear and the anxiousness keeps them safe.
Well, what happens if they go to let go of the fear? It doesn’t feel safe to let go of the fear. So there’s fear of letting go of the fear. So then they have fear of letting go of the fear, and then they, you see the stuckness. And of course, it’s at a deeper level. If somebody had asked me going through my injury, if I felt survivor’s guilt, I wouldn’t have really got it until I started really understanding my subconscious mind.
And not only that, but I would’ve felt like it was a good thing. In fact, our beautiful volunteer said exactly that. There’s a feeling of feeling noble. For feeling this, this feeling of feeling noble for being upset, like it’s a good thing. Like she’s supposed to do that. And that’s part of the problem is that all of the time people will feel righteous or good or noble, and of course.
They’ll feel bad for not feeling bad. And then so they might have an upset where their, their eyes are, are, you know, the eyes. I’ve seen people also with their ears. Their ears are like ringing and burning because they’re, they don’t want to hear what’s going on and so that is triggering them also. And so all of the time I’ll see that combination of, you know, it’s like they hear something and they’re upset and enraged and, and that’s the thing that I invite you to think about for a moment, is exactly that, is, again, it’s like as a, as she had permission, so to speak, which from herself, not from me, but as she had permission to not have to be upset that it was okay to not have to be upset.
It started shifting. Now, of course, we want to have compassion, absolute compassion, but going back to the very topic that I asked you, the question I asked you in the beginning, which was this, if you have somebody you really, really, really love and every time they’re upset and every time they’re stressed, it can impact their health, their life, their happiness, and then every time there’s an injustice, they get upset.
They feel guilty, they feel bad every time there’s an injustice. How does that go? Of course, it affects their health, their life, their happiness. Okay. And a lot of times, of course, they suppress it and go forward and feel happy, but point being is it’s still there and it shows up. And so you wouldn’t want somebody you loved to feel that way.
If somebody you loved is walking around always feeling bad or feeling guilty and it’s impacting their health and their life, you would say, wait a second, wait a second. Have compassion. Have understanding. Have compassion and understanding, but you can’t feel bad every time. You have to believe in people.
That’s the feeling. That’s one of the things that I did during my own injury was exactly that. I said, look, I have to believe in people. I have to believe that people are going to step in it to being empowered. And that everybody has their journey and that letting people overcome that, you know, and of course that’s part of what I do.
Like, I want people to know that they can overcome it and step into the empowerment. And, you know, if you think about my injury, I would never, ever want to go through it again. Ever. It was a long period of time in an extreme amount of pain. I was suffering for a long period of time. I wouldn’t take it back if I could because of what I learned and not the injury.
The injury was not the gift, the way it changed me, the way it empowered me. So of course, my hope for everybody in their suffering or their problems or trauma or whatever’s going on. To step into that empowerment to grow, to literally, that’s to step into our empowerment, to really realize that our thoughts do help create our lives and to create that change.
So, of course, that is my hope for you. If you’re somebody who is in a bad place, or if you’re somebody who’s feeling bad for others, or injustice, or anger, or upset, to really create that change, it’s pivotal. Because so often I’ll see people who are suffering in their own ways because they feel guilty or bad about injustices and it’s affecting them in one way or another.
So just food for thought. And again, what I love is, is that just the shift that she was able to make. So by the way, if you want to listen to the actual session where I worked with our beautiful volunteer, you can click in the show notes. There’s a link where you can actually listen to. The live session and, um, and it’s beautiful because you can see her pain or her, uh, vision coming back and, and, and clearing up.
And then of course. Getting clouded, getting blurry again, and then coming back again to clarity. And so that change is really powerful. So those are the insights that I want to share today. And of course, by the way, in working with her, there’s more and more and more insights, but that was the big shift, um, that creating that feeling, that really being willing to feel in a different way.
So of course, that is my hope for you. And then my hope for everybody and, and anybody who has injustices I’ve learned feel absolute compassion and also. Be willing to change. And by the way, on that note, if you think about this, I suffered for almost seven years, over six years, almost seven years through my injury.
Why did I have that suffering? Well, I felt survivor’s guilt. So it was like an internal punishment. I’d say everything manifests for a reason. I’m not blaming myself. Okay. But I would say everything happens for a reason. And if my life was just happy and great, and wonderful and fantastic. I would’ve felt worse.
And so, which doesn’t make any logical sense. Keeping in mind this was not conscious at all. Obviously an illness or injury is not a conscious thing. You know, if you think about a cutter, you know, unfortunately somebody who goes through a trauma and starts cutting themselves. They can link up that feels relief or euphoria or control or safety to cut themselves, you know, and, and they, they don’t do that on purpose.
But my point is, is just that the mind can be so misfired. And so in my mind, I felt guilty for feeling like a to, for having a good life. And, and it might sound odd, but of course, so often I see people who feel good for feeling angry that that same thing, like they feel righteous, they feel like it’s the good thing to do.
To feel angry or upset about this injustice or that, and they just don’t realize, just like I didn’t realize that it’s affecting their health, their life, their happiness, their income, their relationship, something. All of the time I see it, they just don’t realize that it’s impacting them. And of course, all the time I work with people and they shift it and then their life gets better.
They realize it’s not the way to go, that you know, we can have compassion. But really being willing to allow ourselves to, to have compassion and still have a good life and to still feel good is key. And again, keeping in mind as I was saying about my own injury, I’ve had survivor’s guilt. And so often when I’ve worked with people who are in really, really bad situations, really bad situations, they’ve had a lot of guilt, they’ve had a lot of feelings of self punishment at a deeper level.
Life was reflecting that in one way, shape, or form. Like they, they had that because there was an internal part of them that felt they were bad or guilty or deserved punishment or something along those lines. And so just food for thought. And the reason I’m kind of going on and on is ’cause I know that some people.
We’ll literally listen to this and go, oh, uh, I feel bad for not feeling bad. Yes, because it happens all the time. I was there, been there, done that, learned from it. And of course, that’s my hope for everybody is that, you know, we can learn to have compassion for people who are in a bad situation and hope and wish, wish, wish for the best of them, that they feel empowered and also.
Hold both truths still be allowed to have a wonderful life and not feel bad about having a great life. And so I’d say it’s definitely an an interesting balance on the inside. So just food for thought. And of course, again, if you want to listen to the actual session itself, you can click the link in the show notes.
And by the way, if you are somebody who would like to get a deeper understanding of mind body healing and how it works, there is also a link in the show notes for a free training to understand that. And, uh, on that note, please do ask you, please do, to make a point to hit the share button on this episode.
You know, share it with somebody you love, somebody you care about, or somebody you don’t even know. Because the more that every single person in our world feels happy, and healthy, and loved and loving, truly. The better this world is for all of us, for everybody to feel empowered and have a fantastic life.
So please do hit the share button, and please do make a point to have an incredible rest of your day. I look forward to connecting with you on the next episode. We’ll see you there.
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